Hello ppl!1

here to blog again!!

i felt very tired and feeling like giving up.. left one more month to my n level prelim le.. i feel so tired and could not carry on... more problem occured..

my sister have leave home..cos of bad relationship with my mother and her boyfriend..i felt so worried for my sister as my mother alway side her boyfriend!! as for me .. i oso dun like my mother's boyfriend!! he is so selfish and he never think of other.. and what more he is not our father or what.. who do he think he is.. control us so much!! use our mother to control us!! cant he just give us some freedom!! my sister insisted that she want to work! so they just let her be lah why bother her.. now make thing worst!at least my sister come home every nite but very late just let her!! why go pick on her!! use word oso nv think thru their brain! my mother boyfriend oso say that the house belong to him.. so what it belong to him. he think we want to stay with him ar.. my mother oso nv think of us when she remarried to him!! he like to use thing to threaten us... now my sister have not gone home for 4 days le.. she now staying at her friend house!how i wish if time can go back.. and so that my mother wont have remarried him!!it no point.. how i wish to moved out of here too!! no sense of love in this house.. but praise god i know my beloved saviour jesus christ who love me and die for me on the cross!!

recently ...i have been transfer to another cellgroup le... this cellgroup is good and they are very friendly and they are humorous!! haha..this week is the first cellgroup meeting in a new cellgroup!! i will start afresh in this cellgroup! this is a new beginning for me! i learned in the cellgroup that we must be a good finisher... so i will carry on with the race i have!!and not to give up easily!!
jesus is my strength and my portion forever!!

this week i went to help out arrange the chair in expo hall 8 as we shift back to hall 8 from hall 1.. i move many chair and it was quite tiring!! i give my time to serve god.. i dont think it is a wasteful of time as i know god will be faithful to me and he will bless me in abundunce..

finally i want to thank god for the strength to move on..i learn alot of thing and i will applied it !!

here is my prayer

Dear my great daddy god,

i thank you for being with me with i am down,
thank you for pick me up when i feel like giving up,
i pray for double portion of annoiting of the holy spirit in me..
create in me a clean heart.
write the ten commandment in to my flesh and not the tablet of stone,

i pray for relationship to be restore in my family,
i bind any form of rejection and cursed in this relationship,

i pray for my studies lord that i will be a shinning testimonial for you
give me the wisdom to manage my time wisely, give me the knowledge truth of your word,
guide me everyday with your precious holy spirit.
help me to be a person of destiny,
give me the vision of heaven,
help me to be more like you,

i pray for healing in me and my family..
i bind every sickness in the name of jesus..
i pray for emotion healing for my grand father who lost his leg..
i pray for healing in him,let there be no more infection..
i pray for my friend germaine.. for healing.. no more sickness in her .. let her feel the presence of the holy spirit!
god i pray salvation for my friend and families that they will come to know you lord!
i bind every spirit that stop them from coming to know the truth,


god one life i lay at your altar
one heart broken to you
one love i have with you
one word i will follow..


USE ME LORD FOR YOUR KINGDOM!!

i PRAY ALL THIS IN THE PRECIOUS NAME OF JESUS!
AMEN!

XiongChangingWorld! Sunday, July 08, 2007