30/08/2008 saturday
didnt went to jap drum as was not feeling well.. then rest before i get ready for church.. was serving in church.. was serving in delta.. i was doing DT03.. help out in urn over of BS room.. than today service pastor preach a good message.. 'Faith to success in life' sound cool right.. faith is a connection to everything.. faith is a border of our life ,it also frame out our future.. without faith.. what we do is nothing.. i started to visualize about my future.. i started to see my me being a successful person.. and being the head and not the tail in every area of my life such as my studies,cca and many area.. after serice.. i stay back and help out in chair arrangement.. then after that went home after that..
31/08/2008 sunday
went to school .. reach around 1015am.. eat a breakfast set in cafe 1.. have rehearsal then move drum to lorry and head to white sand.. reach le.. unload drum.. and went to eat at KFC.. then walk walk a while and went back.. start performance at 2 plus .. finish load the drum to the lorries.. and head back to school and move the drum back.. then head TM.. slack and walk walk.. head to mac.. and slack.. then head back home.. eat my dinner.. than use laptop.. watch church service on sundy de.. it was impacting.. as pastor alex abraham give a prophecy to pastor kong and the church.. than bathe.. than blog.. than now going to do the project.. than go sleep soon..
update the picture later..
Eph 314 For this cause I bow my knees unto the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, 15 Of whom the whole family in heaven and earth is named, 16 That he would grant you, according to the riches of his glory, to be strengthened with might by his Spirit in the inner man; 17 That Christ may dwell in your hearts by faith; that ye, being rooted and grounded in love, 18 May be able to comprehend with all saints what is the breadth, and length, and depth, and height; 19 And to know the love of Christ, which passeth knowledge, that ye might be filled with all the fulness of God. 20 Now unto him that is able to do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that worketh in us, 21 Unto him be glory in the church by Christ Jesus throughout all ages, world without end. Amen.
XiongChangingWorld! Sunday, August 31, 2008
28/08/2008 thursday
went to RSAF open house.. was a bit sian.. went there see lot of plane.. and all sort of army thing.. watch the air show standing as it was raining.. then view a few plane.. was ok lah.. i dun like mechnical thing.. so have no interest in it.. so after that head back to school than eat at cafe 1 then went seng city to buy tibit then went microbiology lab outside to do my project and slack.. then yi hui dismiss le..went to cemta.. to continue to do my project.. then after that slack a while then walk to simei to rose house to eat my ice cream.. than head to 201 mac.. to slack with sam and some other.. then using sam de laptop webcam with richard kor.. was quite fun lo.. then after that we went home.. will update the pic soon
29/08/2008 friday
went to school for lecture for FHP.. learn about convection,radiation and method of cooking.. it was quite simple and understandable.. than went for practical.. is wow wow wow.. so BORING!! during pract keep having alot call by my sec school mates.. they calling me to ask if i going back .. i say i will be late cos was in pract till like 12 plus.. then rush back to HSC with kee yong.. than didnt see CHIA POH CHENG.. than only see a few teacher and a few seniors.. than head to ehub to eat.. ming jie ,hao,rose,esther and vivien eat sushi. than me and yh went subway.. than sam and the big gang go mac to eat.. then walk walk.. saw YX and charlene.. we actually try to avoid him by taking lift le.. but didnt expect to see him on the movie there.. than he say he just finish movie.. was like crap can.. cos we saw him at level 1 le jus that we dun want disturb.. than went up by lift.. after that.. they want watch movie.. which i originally wanted.. but i cant watch as i got to go make cg.. than didnt watch with them.. than went TM with Yi hui and rose.. than saw felicia,jenny and edmund.. to my surprise.. saw YX and charlene again..wow!! amazing lah.. they from ehub change place to TM cos of us.. than end up is seen by us again.. dun know should say sorry to interupt their dating.. after that walk to PTC as felicia need to water her plant.. then after that took a bus to bedok for make up cg.. today CG was great.. it talk about stewardship .. was impacted by lorraine by what she share and what she emphasis on.. than after cg went home.. than was typeing for the prayer list.. end up go sleep lo..
XiongChangingWorld! Saturday, August 30, 2008
XiongChangingWorld! Wednesday, August 27, 2008
27/08/2008 wednesday
school as normal.. practical was fun.. then went cafe 2 eat my potatoe salad and eat a plate of mixed rice.. then went to lecture there and wei jia send me ho wei jian de song.. then lecture was super bored.. miss priya teaching is like OMG! can sleep one.. even 2 minutes i can keep my eyes open.. was like sleeping and trying to eat sweet to make me awake.. after lecture went the stress management thing.. was like sian.. boring sia.. but the games is fun lo.. finish at almost 5pm.. than went home.. reach home.. finally.. heater is fixed.. got hot water use le.. than bathe le.. than use comp.. now blogging.. soon going to pray and sleep soon..
XiongChangingWorld! Wednesday, August 27, 2008
25/08/2008 monday
went to school for lecture..then after that went to buy food up to eat then do the project as my file is lost.. then priya lecture.. then after a short talk by priya about class fund.. than went LLA .. a while than dismiss le.. then went TM with daivd .. accompany him buy hoodie.. then after that went CS there to use laptop.. sam come le.. then went KFC eat and chat.. than go home..
26/08/2008 tuesday
went to bedok sheng siong to buy tibit.. went school and slack.. till time for my test.. it was like easy..but i was confuse and blur.. as i feel sense of nervous and lost at the point i enter the room.. i felt i have no confidence.. then went in do the test.. is like still can make it to pass.. then wait for david.. then went to Drum and pracicse for the art under the star.. then eat at cafe 1 till 655pm then wneent home after that.. reach home.. boil hot water to bathe as heater spoil.. then make potatoe salad.. then now blogging and chatting with wenting on phone.. then going to pray now.. then sleep..
thing go the way you never thought or imagine.. it better to chersh every moment well before everything is one..by then it too late to regret le...
XiongChangingWorld! Tuesday, August 26, 2008
24/08/2008 sunday
was suppose to go whitesand to support the daiko drum but end up the thing was cancel and than i went to Bedok de KFC to meet them.. buy a buddy meal share with hao.. than after that Jun yong shu shu join us.. after eating went to Tamp safra.. rainning super heavy when we reach the bus stop.. than jie han went to his friend to borrow umbrella.. than it was fun and funny.. cos today benson and glady they all kena splash by the car .. cos they stand too near to the road.. than went safra dry ourselves.. than split into two group as one is play pool another one is play bowling than only 4 people play pool than the rest is not playing and playing bowling de.. than went there. the bowling play finish and waited for the pool peope.. they was like super long lah.. we decided to go off first.. than reach the bus stop..benson,jun yong and sandy went off.. left me,jasmine wang,jie han and yi hui.. we went to a block void deck to slack.. before decided to go find jia qing.. than chat at his block downstair with crystal his gf..till around 830pm than we decided to go home.. than i went NTUC buy thing than went home.. than eat, bath than blog..soon going to pray than sleep le..
XiongChangingWorld! Sunday, August 24, 2008
CG TAKE 1
CG TAKE 2
will update the picture take with Wenting when she send me..
XiongChangingWorld! Saturday, August 23, 2008
22/08/08 Friday
Last day of morning prayer... was really impacted... all these five days... i gain a new experience and a new anointing and really feel refresh in my spiritual life... after prayer meeting rush to school as soon as possible as my lesson start at 830am.. I reach school just on time for class... was not late... than have practical lesson... it was quite confusing... what sanitizer and what water hardness... than after that went to the food lab.. For another part... which is cleaning the ice cream machine... lesson finish... head to cafe 1 to eat... and than school library...at around 1 head to simei east point to walk walk... than after that took a train to tamp... waited for sam and shaun... when they reach.. They order food to eat... while i was doing my research on the books which i borrowed... than after that took a bus to grandma house... than watch mo fang Bang Bang Tang... and it was quite sad as it was their last ESP... Eat dinner and then went home...
23/8/08 Saturday
Went to school for cca... drum i didnt really train today as i was busy rushing the project out... and then after cca head to expo to help out support... was called help to move chair and link them.. Than went tot help out with tml movie event de goodies bags... were like wow... so many. Than went for service... today was SOT graduation... than today pastor Alex Abraham preaching... was like quite funny he said...? GOD SEEKING MAN AND MAN SEEKING GOD... repeat this a few time and i laugh a bit... as the person who translate in English was also funny... than really impacted and touch by his testimony.. Totally touch by today service... was a great service... after that took a few pictures as a CG and than went to look for Wenting take picture... than head home... will ask for Wenting for the pictures... so update the pic i got first...
Everyday I live I know you are always here with me... You are the same yesterday, today and forever more. I begin to fall in love again... when I with you I don’t have to fear at all... you are my Jehovah shammah... and you are the strength which I rely on... help me to grow to a new level of spiritual maturity.. I love you always... so in love with you... how I wish I will no stop thinking about you every moment... every moment I live I live for you.. In this race that I run... I will trust in you... clinging to the cross I will follow you
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CONGRAT TO PING PING ,WENTING ,MEILIAN ,MAYBELLINE for Graduate from SOT
XiongChangingWorld! Saturday, August 23, 2008
20/08/2008 wednesday..
went for prayer meeting in morning..than after that rush to school for the practial phase test.. was there early.. and was super complicated when take the test.. as the non comformance thing .. than the second page i dont understand the qnstions than didnt really know what to write.. hope will get good marks.. after that meet sam and shaun at cafe 2 . went for lecture.. lecture was bored.. after lecture went home.. slack.. than nap.. than wake up at 8pm.. than use comp till late night and listening to christian radio from oversea... sleep
21/08/2008 thursday
wake up a bit late than usually than bathe le than rush down to paya lebar for prayer meeting..than rush to school to meet wei jia they all for project.. than after went for lecture.. than went cafe 2 to eat.. than went to check my result.. than my group pass among all of the people.thank god that my group all the people pass... than have practical.. was easy than dismiss early than went cafe 1 look for sam.. than after that head to bedok botak jone to eat.. than went slack.. than borrow a few book at library and than went home .. reachhome.. watch drama which wei jia put in her thumb drive.. than now blog..
XiongChangingWorld! Thursday, August 21, 2008
19/08/2008 tuesday
went jurong west church premise to pray.. was like OMG!!.. cant find a place.. than stand and pray.. than after that went to school.. is like second day of prayer in the morning and i feel so excited to pray each day.. cant wait.. than reach school study and eat the breakfast provided by the church.. than went down with david to buy snack and than slack outside microbiology lab.. was there studying a bit.. waiting for out turn.. miss oh practical assignment was ok lo.. quite easy.. hope will get good grades.. tml is FHS test.. it was suppose to start at 9 for me.. i please miss priya to ask her start later as i scared i might be late.. thank god she agreed and now start at 930am.. thank priya.. you are the most understandable teacher i ever known!! than after the practical assignment.. went TM.. walk walk again.. than sam went home.. me,kee and shaun went kopitiam to at.. than walk walk a while than went home.. reach home.. watch tv... didnt really study at all.. but heard a lot people in A class did badly for the FHS.. i was like.. die.. tml how.. i pray god will lead me.. will go for prayer meeting tml meeting.. than study while rushing back to school for test.. so should be ok.. all the best to me.. i believe i can do well... till here..
i feel so much refresh after seeking you.. you are my strenght.. without you i dont know what i can do.. alway u are with me.. your hand will lead me.. my trust is in you.. i am over and over again so in love with you.. and u are faithful alway.. i love seeking you as only u know what i am going thru.. morning prayer seem make me feel recharge.. i am no more the same .. i will love you all my days..
XiongChangingWorld! Tuesday, August 19, 2008
18/08/2008 monday
today was a new week for me again.. i wake up early as i start my day with a morning prayer meeting at paya lebar heart of god church.. was truly felt the presence of god.. it was a new experiences for me.. and i feel refreshed in my spirit man.. and recharge.. than rush to school as lesson start at 9am.. and the prayer meeting end at 8am.. so reach school on time.. and today lecture was a bit boring.. but i try to listen a bit.. understand a bit.. i tell myself i must start to study and dicipline myself.. i will study.. than eat the breakfast boxes which i take from the prayer meeting.. than eat.. do some research for LLA project.. miss priya late for lesson today.. her lesson is alway boring.. so i did try to listen.. but still dun understand.. lesson finish went for LLA a while.. teacher brief us on something and dismissal at 245pm ..went to tamp with kee.. to wait for sam to dismiss so walk and slack.. sam reach le.. accompany him buy thing at popular than eat KFC and than went home... study a bit.. than now blog.. now going to pray and than sleep..
i feel recharge and renew in my passion for you.. for u alone deserve all glory.. i am once again in love with you and longing for your presence.. u are my everything.. you are all i need !! you alone are more than enough for me.. i will bless you with all my heat soul and mind.. for nothing is impossible with you.. you are so amazing.. i look forward to you.. you hold my world in your hand..you are all i need...loving you for all my eternal life..
XiongChangingWorld! Monday, August 18, 2008
14/08/2008 thursday
skip PE lesson again.. this term i dont know how many PE lesson i have missed.. reach school went to seng city to print practical sheet for the 20 people who ask me to print de.. than when pass to vanessa yeo she ask me to print for the other 20 people.. lecture was fast.. than went to print another 20 set of notes.. the ampitheatre to see drum performancee during lunch break.. than grab a waffles and head for practical...pass the 20 set of practical sheet to them.. didnt collect any money from the.. only 5 people pay me for the notes.. which mean i pay the 1.50 for the 15 peoples who didnt pay me.. well it okie lah.. just each person 10cent.. practical was quite ok lo.. after practical went to tm with sam and eat prata at Cs then go home..
15/08/2008 friday
wake up and went to school.. than saw priya.. than she accompany us up to lab.. thn today was preparing solution and cleaning the lab.. was like a bit boring.. but yet the practical today is long... go thru answers.. than settle class fund thing.. than didnt want to vote lah.. thn David scold me KB.. is like.. what the problem lah.. i just dont want vote got prob is it.. i dont even care so much if who be the treasurer.. as long majority like can le.. why i bother.. siao.. it dont benefit me also.. than after that went to my grandma house.. take a nap.. meet wenting as going make up cg.. the CG as great.. as i long time dont have such a cg feeling.. as in proper cg meeting.. feel challange by lorraine.. to attend morning prayer meeting.. maybe will head down to pray in the morning.. than after that went home..
16/08/2008 saturday
wake up.. print out the prayer list.. than grab my stuff and head for jap drum.. than practise and updates on upcoming performance.. than after that house keeping for drum.. than i change to the attire for usher.. than head tamp there to eat.. i order la mian.. the rest all eat rice.. than while we were eating.. yi hui rice got physical contamination.. a insect on the rice.. omg.. is super unclean rite.. than no appettite le after seeing.. as my la mian look like la ji(rubbish) make me want to vomit.. than went to church for service.. serving in delta arena 02.. zone was quite big than good experience.. than after recycling than go home..
17/08/2008 sunday
was at home the whole day.. staying in my room.. and slacking.. do a bit research.. watch drama.. than eat.. than blog..
XiongChangingWorld! Sunday, August 17, 2008
13/08/2008 wednesday
went to school.. was on time.. than do practical.. than need settle what class fund thing lah.. jun hao.. i feel that he doesnt suit to be a treasurer lah.. i feel that he cheating on class fund.. as i remember i did paid $3 for two time.. and when i see the paper i only see one thing $3.. is like what the hell.. than i have to pay additional $3 again.. than after taht da bao food up to eat.. than lecture.. finish le stay back settle the money issue.. is like waiting almost 1 hour cos of the stupid class fund.. dismiss le went home than bathe and use comp.. than chat with people.. who i dun even know also.. than after than blog.. now going to sleep lo..
thing is peaceful around me.. maybe i make the right choice.. to stay away .. so that other can be peaceful and happy... i dun mind being lonely.. as long people around me are happy or what.. i have no intention of trying to mess thing up.. well it up to you to believe.. i think being a 便利贴 is more simple.. as i only care for people around me.. being so unselfish maybe good for me.. i just live this kind of life.. simple yet dont affect people de feeling or emotion..
XiongChangingWorld! Wednesday, August 13, 2008
woah! my 200 post in this blog..
12/08/2008 tuesday
today.. woke up at 10 due to david calling me when i am sleeping lah.. some sort of irritating.. than went to bathe,brush teeth and stuff.. than cook maggie to eat... than head to schoo.. than help malay people to photocopy practical sheet.. than head to level 6 the lab area to use laptop to do research for the LLA de project.. than after that miss loh de practical.. boring.. and i was totally did pay attention to it.. than after practical.. went expo as to kill time waiting for sam.. than end up nth to walk there.. so head to TM first and than walk walk.. thansam reach le we slack at CS level 3 de food junction there. than wait for shaun.. waited for more than 30 mins.. than he finnally reach.. it was like 6 plus.. so head to BK to eat.. than after that went home.. reachhome.. no one was at home as my bro went to watch movie with my mother and her bf.. so i at home.. chat.. surf net.. than now bloggging.. going to sleep le.. tml got school at 830.. thank PRIYA for change the time from 8 to 830.. haha can sleep a bit later.. lol. till here lo..
it seem could not get out of my old habit.. exam are coming and i am addicted to comp.. i need more self discipline.. maybe i should finish all my research and ask my mum to lock up the laptop so that i wont be able to use .. than i can focus on my study.. o level math is sa month plus away.. and i have learn nothing till now.. so many topic are stranger to me.. so stress... feel like give up on o level.. but it will waste my money.. god change my bad habit..
to my belovedi could feel i have been drifted away from you.. and i seem to lost my faith in you.. i am sorry that i dun spent my time with you.. i feel so tired after all the trouble , study and stuff.. maybe i should spent more time with you.. here i am.. use me .. i want to draw closer to you like last time.. lead me in your way and rekindle the passion and desire in my heart.. here i am send me.. i will promise to spent more time with you.. dont forsake me!! i love you and forever you will be my first love!!
XiongChangingWorld! Tuesday, August 12, 2008
11/08/2008 monday
today no school.. i was at home slacking.. nth to do as i finish all the eps that wei jia send.. waiting for her to send me the remaining de.. than at home.. slacking doing nothing..than at night trying to install the printer to print the practical notes.. than after than watch eps 22 on the internet.. waing for eps23 to be upload.. haha.. till here.. going to sleep le..
i dont know what to say.. i just say whatever may happen.. bad.. or worst.. i am prepare. i will move on.. i just feel life is just like piao yang guo hai.. haha.. and one word to keep me going is 加油! 林俊雄
XiongChangingWorld! Monday, August 11, 2008
taken from yi hui
Before school NDP Concert..
wow..crown as Mr singapore SIAO!
so privillage to take picture with people
woah
Pictures i took on the 9/08/2008
XiongChangingWorld! Monday, August 11, 2008
10/08/08 sunday
went to bedok mac.. to meet CGM.. had breakfast.. than head down to expo for service.. really a bit so tired..service pastor preach a message.. and it impacted me.. the 7 qualities of being a servanthood.. sometime i really think.. what is the use of serving other.. do what being ask to when you are being use.. some may think the person is foolish or whatever.. but i now realise.. serving is not for motives.. is out of willingness.. no matter what mistake you make or people dont appreciate it.. serve them willingly with a right attitude.. after service finish.. i went home..to watch the drama which wei jia send de.. than after that eat at the coffeeshop downstair.. than reach home.. continue watch.. than head to sleep at 7pm..
XiongChangingWorld! Monday, August 11, 2008
06/08/2008 wednesday
went practical in the morning, doing presentation on the hygiene and sanizatition.. than after went to eat and watch the inter school talent.. was not bad.. than after that went for lecture while than heed to lecture a while thn went for school NDP rehearsal move back drum.. than took train home.. reach home.. watch the drama which the Wei jia give.. than watching till 11 plus than went to sleep
07/08/2008 thursday
went to school in the morning but pont sw lesson.. but make it on time for FHP by miss loh. than after that head to watch the last school perform.. wow wow wow.. impressed by today performance.. than the result was out.. and it was the school of business!! congrat.. they did a good performace.. than after that walk to simei and took a train to tamp and went to my grandma house.. slack and watch the drama which wei jia send me... than watch till eps 14 within 2 days.. after that head home.. wach another 2 more eps than sleep..
08/08/2008
wat a nice date ..080808.. having performance for the School NDP.. and was a bit piss off by the same person.. early in the morning.. but than nvm.. tahn performance today was ok lah.. than went to tamp mall to look for food to eat.. but than end up benson bring us to a hong cafe restuarant to eat.. it was quite nice.. than after that went back to tamp to slack.. than Mj went to buy Hao present le.. than give him.. so no owe him le.. than after taht went to rose house to slack.. than after that eat le than went home.. watch drama.. till 4 am in the morning.. than went to sleep..
09/08/2008 saturday
today wake up at 11 pluss than carry on watch the drama.. finish watching 2 esp than head out to meet william they all.. tahn walk around than went to watch the NDP.. funny outing.. will upload pic asap.. as i lazy to type.. hope pic will tell everything.. till here le.. as i now still watching the drama.. one esp left.. till here..
XiongChangingWorld! Saturday, August 09, 2008
05/08/2008 Tuesday
wake up at 8 plus.. than bathe,pack bag.. went to school.. reach school around 11 plus.. than have my lunch.. than went to see the interschool art challenge and today performing school is school of enginereering.. see the bands.. although there is a few nice bands perfomance.. but they lack of variety in the art performance in the school so therefore my school APPlied health science might have a chance to WIN!! lol.. than after that went to technical block and do the project as it was due tml.. than after that have practical.. it was easy and boring.. Kenneth keep di siao me.. say he want touch my ass.. pervert.. than after that went to simei with kee and sam slack.. at KFC eat.. and also do project.. than went home after that.. watch tv while doing project.. finish le it was like 11 plus.. than i remember i need register for the NS thingy.. than register lo.. get deferment till 2010.. than blog.. now going to sleep le.. cos tml school is 830am and got drum rehearsal.. it make me so tired.. so many project..
everyday i live i know you are with me..every moment i breathe i feel you so close to me..help me to change to be more like you...help me to not to get into temptation..you never forsake me for i know you are good and faithful..i love you more than anything in this world..
XiongChangingWorld! Tuesday, August 05, 2008
04/08/2008 Monday
reach school around 8.. than have a rehaearsal.. till 940am than head to the ampitheatre there to do a dry run.. than went cafe 1 to chat .. weng siong was sad as he kena scolded by a unknown guy.. he was quite funny.. he was like want the world to know about the unknown malay guy who scolded him.. than went back.. today the interschool art challenge was quite ok.. everything went smoothly.. than after that move drum back.. thank jun yong shu shu for helping us to move the drum ..than went to cafe 1 eat.. than went for priya lecture.. a while than she stop teaching and ask us to go back and learn/read up ourselves as the class was noisy.. than after that went for LLA.. than Mr calvin ask me to join wei jia group for the project.. .. LLA was long today..we learn a bit more on AIDS.. than after LLA.. went to tech block toliet to take pic for the project for FHS than went to TM to have my dinner with Kee and Sam.. than went cut hair after that... than went home after that... reach home.. bathe than blog..
when thing dont go right.. god will make a way for me.. bring me closer to you... everyday.. it you i look upon.. you are my everything... without you i am nothing!!
XiongChangingWorld! Monday, August 04, 2008
03/08/2008 sunday
woke up and went back to sleep and finally wake up at 11 plus.. than cook noddles..and us laptop.. surf net.. than pack my stuff and bathe le.. than head to indoor stadiumfor ushering.. it was like reach there at 4 than do support.. than lay bulletin/magazine.. was doing west arena area.. than got a usher was serving the zone with me.. he was lack of experience the first thing i can say.. he was not doing me any help at all.. sk him to fish for people.. he stand there.. than talk to his cg memeber.. and i did the fishing and filled the seat all those.. as if i am serving the zone alone.. i was prasie by two people for helping them to find seat and it was the best seat of the place.. i was a bit happy.. in ushering .. tht was my second time getting praise by someone.. the first time was in church.. well well.. today i can rate my serving today is bad.. as i got 7 loop holes.. while on the first day.. i serve a bigger zone and i have only 3 loop holes.. today FOP was great.. as it was like WOW WOW WOW!! no words can describe it.. after the FOP i head back home by bus.. it was a long waiting time.. as alot people are trying to catch the bus home.. than i waited for 3 bus to pass than i manage to get into it.. and went home.. bathe.. and than now blg.. going to sleep soon as tml is competition day..
Living Rain flood my live againwash my heart again]Cleanse Me, Overwhelm Me, Consecrate Me, To You, Only For You...my father in heavenhallowed by thy nameyour kingdom come,your will be doneon earth as if it is in heavengive me this day my daily breadforgive me of all my sin as i forgive all those who hurt me..do not lead me into temptation but deliver me from the evil one.for your is the kingdom and the power and glory forever AMEN!!
XiongChangingWorld! Sunday, August 03, 2008
02/08/2008 saturday
woke up at 9 plus.. than bathe and than pack stuff and head out to meet david.. he is super early bird lah.. he alway meet me must be early de.. than we head and alight at simei and walk to school.. practise learning limping dragon.. than PTC people come we do a few dry run.. than head to suntec for the ASEAN performance.. than we chitting chat and unload drum to the performance area.. was totally piss off by people who just being KPO and dun want to keep the comment to themselves.. dun want to mention name.. he nv think before he talk sia.. feel like slapping him.. not only i dislike him it like alomost everyone there dislike him.. but trying to act that we actually like nth happen.. but in our heart feel like scold him and ask him to get lost!! it time for him to change sia.. forget it.. i forgive and forget man. dun want to be angry over one small thing.. than performance at ASEAN was like quite nervous as performing for ministers.. than i think i improve quite alot .. after performance.. i collect the HAPPI coats.. than count an fold them.. than took the bus back to school.. slack.. wait for the lorries of drums to put the drum back to school.. waiting almost 1 hours.. than lorries come.. there he go again.. he comment on me again.. totally piss me off like.. and than Berwin is another one.. he comment me..say i never help.. i did help lah.. than forget it.. i took the stand and bring it to cemta.. in my heart scolding him.. suite piss off today... after than took lorries to PTC.. and unload PTC drum.. than went to eat supper.. as we didnt eat dinner.. than i rush to TAMP EAST CC de bus-stop to catch the last bus to outram interchange and walk home from there.. reach home i bathe.. than blog.. now going to sleep. nite!!
sometime i really dont know what to say.. am i stupid or wat.. i dun know what the people around me are actually thinking.. they alway want to do this and that.. time move on so fast.. it nearly coming to the end of the year soon!! and i still got many thing yet to fulfilled.. what can i say more.. maybe just give up on the goal plan i make.. or just carry on as least i know i tried my best!
XiongChangingWorld! Saturday, August 02, 2008
1/08/2008 Friday
practical lesson was o the dot.. but teacher was like hold us up till like nearly 30 min.. miss priya finally open the door after i knock at the door than went in and practical lesson was long and miss priya was like drgging.. than 1230 hurry down to rehearsal.. till 2 plus than we went cafe 1 to eat.. than walk to simei MRT and took a train to Kallang.. and i met RENA.. and she taking cab to SIS.. so take with her!! haha.. than today serve WEST TERRANCE AND is the FIRST nite of FOP!! and i was like tired!! OMG.. and quite slack.. to my suprise.. i tot it will have a lot people.. but guess what.. there isnt any people.. only 3/4 of the hall is filled.. plus some loop hole.. haha.. than after FOP.. clear zone.. than i took a bus home.. Tired yet FUN!! i feel i renew my passion for USHER again.. i love ushering.. and JAp drum is drive me CRAZZY!! i simply love ART CULTURE!! any thing that is a form of art.. it simple fun!!
really think that so many thing have change even the people around me.. i feel so different everydy.. i dun feel the way and time of the past if i could choose i would nt choose to have now than the past..!! strange look and attitude and staring by peopel who hate me or what.. haha it doesnt affect me aymore.. no and NEVER again!!
i long for your presence... you fill me with your strenght and when i fall you pick me up.. and when i cry.. you comfoted me like a friend.. and when i need you .. you will be alway there for me.. how much i can say I LOVE YOU.
XiongChangingWorld! Friday, August 01, 2008
