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01st. Uncle Daniel birthday
04th Kevon birthday
08th. Shaun birthday
11th. PuaJinWen birthday
13th. Winnie birthday
23th. Joyce and Joan birthday
23th. Kenneth Koh birthday(HSC senior)

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01st. Desmond birthday
13th. Melissa Teo birthday
14th. SingYee birthday
16th. Rena birthday
23th. Mr Tong Yonck Jin birthday
25th. Nabilah Birthday
27th. Sandy birthday(Hsc Senior)

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29th. Richard Tan birthday

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31th. Vanessa Yeo birthday

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02nd. Xu Wenting birthday
03rd. Edwin birthday
05th. Johnson birthday
12th. Vincent Natalie birthday
18th. Anthony Ang birthday
22th. JunYong Shu Shu birthday

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06th. Lam PeiXian birthday(Hsc Senior)
09th. Michael Prasetya birthday(Usher)
09th. Xin Hao birthday
09th. Yan Xiang birthday
12th. Chan Ying Hui birthday
17th. Vivien birthday
31th. Jasmine Wang birthday

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29th. Linda birthday
31th. Khairi birthday

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1st. Teacher's Day
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16th. JinWei birthday
19th. WenQin birhtday
19th. Alvin ANg birthday(Hsc Senior)
20th. Swee Chin birthday
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17th. WeiJia birthday
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22th. Yihui birthday
25th. CHRISTMAS DAY

Thursday, May 29, 2008

07/05/2008 wednesday

went to school..

didnt really listen during lecture..

4 type of saccharides..

than went cafe 1 buy food and da bao back to level 6 to eat.. miss serene so early come up than we go in lab early.. practical calibrate the pH meter and analytical balance.went off early as miss serne say who not interested can go ..me and kee went off with sam to TM to meet shaun..go there walk walk.. after that went home.. cos i nothing to do le..

Happy Birthday Sally!!

08/05/2008 Thursday

went to school..

lecture early dimiss.. than went LJS with Kenneth,anthony,kelvin,kong hwee,wen qin, Joanne,mervyn,wen xin,vanessa and kee yong..it is the most funny lunch.. i enjoy having lunch with them lah.. they was hilarious.kenneth they all were talking very loud like this restuarant belong to them..haha.. than pei kenneth go popular go buy file.. took a bus back to ITE.. than it raining le..stuck at the bus stop.. than we all was like.. how we going to get into the ITE.. me and mervyn ran in the rain.. than went back to ITE all wet!!after we reach ITe , wen qin they all also come back wet.. but anthony ,kenneth and kee took a cab..went to dry ourselves..

miss lin bring a few shirt to let us change but i didnt change as i not that wet cos i am quite dry

practical was like tasting the maltose.. it was like so sweet.. and i eat alot...

Went to meet esther and vivien to buy rose de present..

Than buy le bag..

Than went court with Germaine, Esther and Yan xiang..

We were enjoying each other company..

Around 09 plus than we all head back home!

Went home after that...

i like this day!! miss the days of secondary life !! running in the rain with friend during secondary life..

hope if i could go back to see a few glimpses of it..

09/05/2008 Friday

went to school for lecture..

LLA watch the ghost whisperer.. it was very touching de..

than went to eat at cafe 1 than went to jap drum to see the April intake.. saw mei yun my sec school senior..

than play a few song.. than head to math class.

got test.. didn’t study at all as i didnt know as i have alot make up class to attend and no time for math..

so stress.. than learn new chapter on probabily.. using a tree diagram.. it seem like omg.. so hard..

after that.. i went to my grandma house to slack lo.. than after my aunt bless me $20.. than i head back home..

Happy Birthday ROSelyn!!

Happy Birthday Maybelline(CHC)!!

10/05/2008 saturday

went to Jap drum than practice for the Drum performance next week..

rush down for cg..

and have cg meeting..

and next week cgm will be at BB place..

it will be good..

as it a condo and have aircon..

than took a mrt down for service..

took MRT with Larry.. and chat with him as i long time nv talk to him!

he seem doing quite well.. than went to tiong to walk walk and see what to buy for my mother.. than walk and see nothing..

than i buy KFC and heed home.. and rush to do the card.. than went to sleep

11/05/2008 sunday

Went to Roselyn grandmother wake... Than we chat and slack.. it was like a bit fun.. Glad that Roselyn is still well lo...

Than stay till 10 plus.. and Germaine is the stupid girl who keep flirting lah.. even roslyn de cousin also want flirt.. lol... younger than her also want.. lol

than after that i took a MRT home.. than reach home.. was there wanting to use comp.. but the stupid comp keep giving me prob.. so i went to sleep instead!!

12/05/2008 monday

PE run one round and than play captain ball was so fun.. it make me think of my secondary school life again.. PE use to play my favorite Captain ball and though lose but i like the game.. it really make me bring back lot of memories..

than went to lecture learn about lipid fat.. Than we are free to go home le.. tml have test.. and i seem not in the mood to study at all..

went to cafe 1 to eat with Kenneth they all.. They are funny people to hang out with.. than they all were funny lah.. They nv fail to make me laugh..

haha.. i went home after eating. As i wanted to study.. but I didn’t do it.. i went home to use comp!! haha!! lol!!

13/05/2008 tuesday

went to school and was late for 1/2 hours and than during IFS practical i was not doing

miss lin ask me to stay back to clean up as i was late.. with another 5 people.. me and vanessa ng went to food science lab to wash beaker the beaker was stink like hell.. smell like rotten eggs!!

than after cleaning.. i have to stay back a while for 1 on 1 practical with miss lin.. cos i didnt do practical... than after that took a bus to east point to have lunch at KFC and walk back to school.. went school library there to slack..

head to tech block to wait for my turn for test.. test was easy .. it measuring the PH.. than finish le i wait for kee yong to finish.. than meet sam and went to TM to walk walk..

after that sam and shaun went home.. me and kee took MRT to simei to buy his games.. than took MRT home after that.. when i reach home.. i could not find my keys .. i wait for my brother outside for 10 minutes.. than after that watch tv and stuff.. than went to sleep..

14/05/2008 wednesday

went school buy bread as it still early.. than lecture.. today was doing tutorial.. than lean about complete protein.. it contain 9 type of different protein..

after that went for lunch break.. at that time it was like a lot people than again.. as usually my style.. pack up to eat lo.. so buy the mixed rice and pack up to eat..

than doing practical was measuring temperature.. than play with the ice and put the ice to the gloves.. is like water bomb.. haha.. than dismiss was just nice.. cos A class also dimiss at the same time..

than went to jap drum at tamp east CC.. JOEL offer to drive us there.. and guess what.. his driving skill is like OMG!! scary!! sudden brake one!! Than jun hao fat lah.. He took so much space..

than david was like sitting on my leg and jun hao de .. the whole ride was like terror!! that reach the place we practice the formation and the song.. Was like ok lo.. then briefing than went to eat at 201 tamp.. than after that went home..

While Ming Jie kor they all went to play pool..

15/05/2008 Thursday

Went to school for lecture. Having going thru the tutorial after that went to eat at café 1 than went to buy drink at COOP than head to class at tech block for practical. It was quite good lah.. cos we was making sweets, I make a design of Pooh . many group make de sweet taste nice.. went café 1 to wait for sam to dismiss from class.. went tamp to eat.. after that we went walk walk and I took a train home.. study for the test..

16/05/2008 Friday

Went to school.. as was on the way.. I was revising for the test.. and was like very fast revising.. When was doing the test.. I suddenly went black out.. and dun know what to do.. Struggling to fill the answer than I left the room the first.. as I am Blank out… went to café 3 to grab a bite.. Went for LLA.. When go into the room.. I was about to seat.. MERVYN THE STUPID IDIOT pull my chair away.. And I fell.. was like angry.. Than ignore him and whoever talk to me as I was already moody that I was going to fail my theory test taken a moment ago.. Dismiss early than went to tech block straight and ignore Mervyn when he called out to me.. I was angry and piss off.. so went to tech block.. and saw a list of name of people who need to retest.. my name was in it.. Fail test!! Need to retest.. I feel so pressurized! So many thing to do.. and I have no time.. i feel like giving up.. than went for test for the IFS.. grp with david,jun hao and year 2 de Jackie.. Inspection.. David was not sharp enough as he mixed all the thing up.. Luckily I check the answer.. if not I have to retest again.. Retest is not a good thing as it will be 50% of the marks.. Than after the test rush to change and rush to tamp CC to take the bus down to Chinatown the performing place.. Than have rehearsal... First have rehearsal inside the temple for the horse de... as we will have two performance.. One is outside another one is at the temple de auditorium.. Than after all these rehearsal we have our dinner.. than went to the dressing room to slack.. than went for performance.. after the carnival de we rush to bring the drum to the auditorium for the next performance as the next one is our turn.. it was quite rush!! After the performance.. undress the costume and then I took a bus home..i watch tv till 10 than I went to sleep

17/05/2008 Saturday

My birthday and it can be say bad or good.. I feel a bit emo as I was actually planning to have lunch with my secondary school friend.. Guess what.. Some reply, some reject and some did reply.. so I cancel it.. than I went to tamp .. when was about to reach.. I called yi hui mummy.. she was also at tamp.. but she say she with junior.. the sec 3.. than i didn’t join her lo.. than I call Roselyn.. She told she she was at home.. and she don’t want to meet me.. than I was like PS sia.. Than emoing… walking alone at tamp mall.. than took a bus to Tamp cc than reach le.. buy bubble tea.. alone.. Feeling so rejected and it was my birthday.. why everyone look so cold toward me? Than reach I sawed nursing drummer at mac and some secondary junior and senior.. they wishes me than after that board on to the bus provided.. than a lot people was late.. which include… david, jun hao ,yi hui some juniors… than the bus was full.. than the uncle without knowing anything.. he say only 20 people is allow in the bus and ask those who are not performing to go on their own.. but no one alight.. cos everyone in the bus is performing.. than some took cab there.. while on the bus.. Roselyn wishes me.. I ignore her as she PS me when I ask her out .. reach the temple there.. was like move drum out.. to the carnival place.. and rehearsal.. went dinner at Maxwell food centre.. there got nothing to eat at all.. so I just anyhow buy .. and eat a stall de wanton.. totally not nice.. than went to buy drink.. went to wait at the place we are to meet after dinner.. saw some junior there.. and they sang me a birthday song.. very loud! And I got abit Malu lo.. but thank them la they are one of the most friendly people I known lo.. they dun care about losing face.. unlike my secondary classmates.. appreciated them.. trying to make me happy lo.. went to the dressing room to dress up and slack.. than took pictures.. performing finish bring the drum back to the temple.. than was to meet Ming Jie Kor they all.. but to my surprised they was waiting at outside the temple le.. and was shock too.. saw many of my secondary school friend.. Shaun, Sam, keeyong, Esther, Vivien, yan xiang, Richard, Germaine.. upon see me.. they hand me a new urban bag.. and I was like OMG!! The bag that I wanted.. but nv tot they actually bougtht me a New urban bag!! It cost like more than $150 .. really love them lot.. they actually spend the whole afternoon together to buy me a birthday present. I feel so touch.. than I also want to thank all the people who are late… as they were late due to making the puzzles for me that why avoid me this afternoon!! APPRECIATE it!! Than went to e hub.. as was going there.. Germaine took her mother car to e hub.. than we walk from pasir ris to e hub.. than meet them at downtown.. they bough a cake at mac-café.. and they sang me birthday song without candle.. they make use of lighter.. and MJ kor very good.. light the lighter and hold it.. than ask me to blow.. haha.. than went to the food court to eat.. after that I went home as to catch the last train home..when I reach home it was like 18 may le.. than matt sms me the wish.. was like.. my own CG members dun even know my birthday.. was Super sad.. I wonder.. if I still exist in the Cg a not.. well I dun feel any different if I am in the CG.. ah Ger(Geraldine) wish me on the days of my birthday .. really nice of her to remember my birthday!! Feel so touch.. she wasn’t my cgm but cos we were under the same leader before.. well this year birthday was still ok lah.. my wishes is to grow spiritually and fufill the purpose of god!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!

17 YEAR OLD LE!!

18 /05/2008 Sunday

Went to church for service.. Meet Roselyn and berwin at tanah merah.. than went to city hall to meet David… went to citylink de NUM to change the bag but dun have.. than head to cineleisure de Num to change.. and Roselyn and Berwin play pool.. while me was there watching.. david learn to play le.. haha.. next time can jio him out to play!! Than we head to dobhy ghaut to eat.. and than head to take the shuttle bus to Chinatown.. was like the bus is not going unless the bus is full.. than we were like going to late.. than I sms jun yong and say it was my fault… as I was the one suggesting it.. than reach there.. we run to the temple from people park.. was like sweating like hell!! Than move the drum.. and rehearsal.. play only horse.. than after went to eat.. Berwin we all have eaten.. wanting to eat dessert buy shawn dun allow lah.. than we end up only order drink.. was like.. a bit regret that we just now should not have eaten be4 we come.. than nvm.. with a bit attituded we went to the dressing room and slack and get dress up.. than take pictures.. than went for performance.. after the performance.. we load the drum.. and head to PTC.. to keep the drum.. than evaluation.. than see picture which were taken.. dun have me ..sad.. haha.. nvm lah.. I look ugly on picture… than mass evaluation with the PTC people (my junior and senior who go to this youth centre) than after than fellowship at tamp!! Than I 11 plus went off to catch the bus to go home.. if not I will have to ton outside le… reach home.. I bathe and sleep!!

Happy Birthday YI kai!!

19/08/2008 Monday

Stay at home the whole day.. no one jio me out.. so I study….watch drama.. and than slack lo… I HATE HOLIDAY!!! So boring.. than upcoming need to plan for the class outing !! BBQ at pasir RIs Park!! But than date not confirm yet.. is either on the 25 jun or 2 jul!! haha.. will let them choose.. I do the planning!! Haha!!!



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Tuesday, May 06, 2008

Pictures..
yi hui mummy , Richard kor and me
Richard kor, me, richard kor and me
yi hui mummy,richard kor and ME
Me.. stonning!
Kor so serious drawing !!
KFC my FAvourite
E Hub
Downtown East
Richard kor, Ming Jie Kor and ME
Ming Jie Kor, Yi hui Mummy , Richard kor
Richard Kor, Ming Jie Kor , ME
Berwin, Richard Kor, Ming jie Kor
BOTAK JONE!
My FIsh AND CHIP!!

Colesaw!! NICE!!
that all for the PICTURES!!!





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06/05/2008 tuesday
today.. morning was suppose to go for IFS practical at 8 am in the morning.. but i didnt go.. i was tired and sick.. went to school and reach around 12pm than study a while outside the mirco-biology lab.. than went in for the test.. was a group one so i dun have to worries alot.. as is in a group one.. was about calibration.. and was totally a bit went smooth.. and than wait for sam.. and pei him and kee yong went Whitesand to buy present for ROT SHI LIN!! than i split into two team to buy the present.. than after than meet hao to buy present again.. but he didnt buy anything.. and have to buy on another day.. was like ok lo.. than walk walk around a few rounds.. than went home le...
till here lo..

Happy Birthday William AKA Kong Hwee!!


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Monday, May 05, 2008

here to blog again!!

02/05/2008 Friday

went school as normal..lecture.. than LLA.. after LLA went to eat.. than went to library.. than went for practical lesson.. practical was a bit boring.. than after lecture.. took abus to bedok.. than a bus to hougang.. to look for my grandma.. than went there.. slack and stuff.. than stay till 9 plus than go home...

03/05/2008 saturday

went jap drum.. than was practice for the performance at chinatown.. was practicing.. than learn the final few step on the horse with pattern de.. will update the video for you all to see.. than head to tamp to have lunch. than head to expo for service and prayer meeting.. was like a bit very unhappy abraham de remarks.. cos i was behind queeing while they were queeing under the hot sun.. and abraham was like pass remark about me to ping ping..so what if i didnt quee with u all at the hot sun.. i am actually having break from usher.. i having break dun mean i need to quee with u all.. also if i nv go to the back to quee will they get the charlie seat that ping ping offer to help us to book.. no lah.. what a word to shoot me.. choon kuan was the next one.. who pass remark about ping ping who i was under her when i was in E13... she was one of my most trusted close de church friend.. choon kuan say ping ping bully me.. i heard it and without hestitating i scold him.. and say him.. be grateful that tha place the cg now sitting was ping ping help us de.. if not.. the cg will like dun know sit where le lah.. than choon kuan take back his words.. and apologise to her. i know it wrong of me to scold him.. but the point of aspect is that.. we are to serve one another.. but than.. i dun see there that people who appreciate the help people offer.. well.. nothing to say.. than pastor tan preaching.. than after service.. when meilian was briefing us.. there go abraham.. saying me again.. cos i wanted to sit and listen.. but abraham want me to move.. i told him that i want to sit. but beside me is winnie thing.. than he say me again.. i ask u to stand and move.. i was like.. what the hell do u want.. was like already not happy with him le.. and he is making it worst.. i tell u.. one day if i cannot take it.. i will sit my own for service and than after service than look for them.. i feel more appreciate to myself instead.. well stop all these complain.. i than went for bible study.. than they was going for fellowship.. there go abraham again.. showing me attitude face.. was like this whole day. what wrong did i do.. i just need to be equip with the WOG can i go for bible study. i have no other time slot for bible study other than after service.. cg is on sat afternoon.. what he expect.. i afternoon cant join le.. so have to go for night one.. than that is the attitude you give me.. well forget it.. cant stand him.. what does he want me to do.. i simply ignore him.. and do what i think i should do.. after bible study i went home..

04/05/2008 sunday

went out to study with yi hui and richard kor.. at tamp KFC.. than was suppose to meet 2..yi hui delay so i went to popular to buy books and pencil.. than head to kfc to buy food eat and than study there.. after that went e hub.. the one at downtown.. tot there will have something to shop.. guess what.. nth at all.. all is food and entertainment.. not a shopping mall..haha than after that went home..

05/05/2008 Monday

today went school late.. PE run the 400m run.. and was like tiring sia.. than after that went lecture.. learn bout thermometer.. was like learn about the use of it and the types.. than went to bedok eat botak jone.. took some pic.. will update when i am not lazy.. than took a bus home.. than went HPB to take the nutrient claim.. but they give me another book was like whateva lah.. than next time than go take.. than went home after that.. blog and stuff lo

VIDeoS!!






YI hui and berwin(DEMO)





me, hao and Rose playing just learn only lah.. than i blur!!



David jun hao and BEnson!! they play quite good!!


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Friday, May 02, 2008

30/04/2008 wednesday
went to school.. was terribly sick.. cannot concentrate on lecture.. than after went lunch break.. was like cafe 1 and 2 is full.. so me and kee yong pack up to outside lab to eat.. than jun hao came up.. complaining again.. about kenneth.. i was like.. when can u stop complain.. i quickly finish my food and went the the food science lab there to sit. to avoid his complain.. so sick and tired le.. plus his complain.. make me more moody.. than IFS practical .. do the moisture thing.. than i was sick.. and still stay on.. than after that.. rush home.. as i need to watch movie with my brother.. is like what the hell dun wanna watch with him.. cos waste money sia if watch with him.. i have to pay for the food and tibit and drink.. is like.. what the hell.. than after watching went to mac to buy food and eat lah.. go out with him i spent 10 dollar.. not worth it lah.. i rather stay at home..
01/05/08 thursday
went for cg outing.. was like boring.. and i was fine 8 dollars for being late for 45 minutes lah.. than was like going to broke le.. will have to eat less for these few week.. and some of my friend still haven pay me money.. was like.. super long lah.. cant they just pay me back asap..i was like a bit stress.. cos i have to make a decision to give up or not in usher.. cos i am tired.. i scared i might not be able to hold on any longer.. wenting want to rise me up .. and i am so tired.. i just feel very confuse.. i feel that i am being knock down.. i need to renew my spirit.. i need rest.. all sort.. if anyone could understand me.. i am trapped.. i cant imagine what will happen next.. i am tired.. advices is needed.. and lot more.. why all these are happen to me... i just feeling my sleep have been affected.. and i got no time to study.. this year taking o level math.. and i scared i might fail.. if i really did fail.. i will cry badly.. cos my math is the weakest.. hope every thing will go well.. till here..
me on the way home.. at the bridge!
de-stress
if i could be free from problem
can u see the light in me?
howdo i look?
hip hop?
cute?
nerd?

retro a bit?


XiongChangingWorld! Friday, May 02, 2008