Hey ppl!!

left 6 more days to my n level!! i am so nervous.. my future will depend on this n level as it will determine if i will get into my course! NURSING!! i hope i can get into this course and will get into the same class as AMirah!! she is going to the same course as me lo! recently nothing much. it just studying and studying!have taken the graduation pic lo.. later upload.

I feel that i am so sad lah! i will miss my friend in Hai Sing Catholic School especially the most closest to me de!
1)MING JIE
2) YI HUI
3)ESTHER
4) XIN HAO
5)VIVIEN
6) GERMAINE
7) NABILAH
8) AMIRAH
9) WEI QIANG
10) KEE YONG and the rest of his gang ppl!!

i will miss them a lot lah.. especially my MJ kor KOR lah!! he is the one who alway bully me de!! make me have lot of sadness,laughter and so on!
not only him!! still got my AH MA GERMaINE!! she is the most caring de !! i will miss her lot! i dun know if i will still contact with them not cos i got a feeling wanting to stop contacting them le! as i have felt so left out sometime ! but i now is like drawing away from them as i am now talking more with xin hao and his ppl lah! i feel so bad! i was wondering if what actually they treated me as? a friend? a ppl who can be easily disturb or a person who can go out with when no one is with them? i felt that way maybe.. i want to cry that i am leaving this secondary life! it is so precious this few days left! is either i spend it wisely or waste it like nobody business! if i could turn time back i would rather not know anyone here! it make me feel so bad!

All the best to those who are taking N level next week!! JIA YOU!!

i am also feeling spiritually dry inside! i feel that i need to get back to the heart of worship! the first love i have with my beloved JEsus! i feel that he is my jehovah shalom! god is peace and he is my jehovah shammah, god is with me.. i need to start to pray for spiritual growth! new annoiting of the holy spirit!i felt abit of stop going to church!. i will survive thru this trial!! the devil is kind of tempting me and drawing me away from god! i need to fast and pray like never before!!

stopping here..

XiongChangingWorld! Monday, September 24, 2007

hey people.. here to blog again
this whole week i have n level exam.. it language papers and i am still ok with it..
thank god for the peace of mind.. that i am able to finish the paper..
i recently oso watch a taiwan drama .. and it is super nice.. it is huan huan ai.. it very touching and funny.. i finish it within two days.. and now starting a new one.. haha.. next wee is my n level eoa and cpa practical exam.. wish all the best to my friend and me.. haha..
i believe in everything i do i must do the best i can for god.

i just now bo liao so i did a pic edit.. it may not be nice.. but it worth for showing.. lol..






NICE?? well not nice nvm.. at least i like it can le!!

till here my friend.. take care and God bless...

XiongChangingWorld! Sunday, September 09, 2007

hey ppl here to blog again.. now is like 2 am in the morning.. and i still awake lah..
this whole week is holiday but i got n level examination.. i am very tired after so much preparation..the paper i took is quite easy i think i should be able to get 1 in these subject.. langauge wise still ok..

went ptc and nth to do.. than i this few week just going no where but to watch taiwan drama.. and finish within 2 days.. haha.. this drama is super nice.. huan huan ai.. it super nice.. now watching another one le.. next week is my practical paper.. all the best to myself and my friends.. haha

i just now do le photo edit..

XiongChangingWorld! Sunday, September 09, 2007

hey.. here to blog again..


this coming monday is my n level paper le.. and i got a bit stress and a bit tired..
prelim over le.. update what i do these few days..

i went tuition,planning for teacher day party.. and shop for party item.. stay overnight for doing teacher day video but.. sway.. cannot burn.. wasted..

today went service..and serving at bravo BT03 than i filled most of the seat le.. but there is 1 or 2 empty.. than cass say i got alot of empty.. i was like really meh.. i tot i filled le.. than when it time to site.. i have to give up my seat as i have over fish le lah.. all thank to cass... lol kidding lah.. well this is the first time i manage to fill ed up my zone with a little help.. i have grow to a new level of serving.. praise god.. !

and i find this sone lyric is qutie meaningful.. the song is "would u be there.."

If I were blue
would you be there for me
And whisper in my ears that's okay
Would you stand by me
let me hold you tight
And say you love me one more time

If I feel good
would you slow dance with me
And touch my lips with tender love and care
Would you die for me
would you run with me
And never look back

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away...

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away
Would you be there...

if i am away
would you stil think of me
and wish that you could hold me now, (hold me now)
and would you die for me
would you run with me
all the way

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away...

Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be there
to kiss my pain away
would u be there...

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away...

Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be there
to kiss my pain away
would u be there..for me.

quite nice.. till here..

XiongChangingWorld! Sunday, September 02, 2007