Hey ppl!!
left 6 more days to my n level!! i am so nervous.. my future will depend on this n level as it will determine if i will get into my course! NURSING!! i hope i can get into this course and will get into the same class as AMirah!! she is going to the same course as me lo! recently nothing much. it just studying and studying!have taken the graduation pic lo.. later upload.
I feel that i am so sad lah! i will miss my friend in Hai Sing Catholic School especially the most closest to me de!
1)MING JIE2) YI HUI3)ESTHER4) XIN HAO
5)VIVIEN
6) GERMAINE
7) NABILAH
8) AMIRAH
9) WEI QIANG
10) KEE YONG and the rest of his gang ppl!!i will miss them a lot lah.. especially my MJ kor KOR lah!! he is the one who alway bully me de!! make me have lot of sadness,laughter and so on!
not only him!! still got my AH MA GERMaINE!! she is the most caring de !! i will miss her lot! i dun know if i will still contact with them not cos i got a feeling wanting to stop contacting them le! as i have felt so left out sometime ! but i now is like drawing away from them as i am now talking more with xin hao and his ppl lah! i feel so bad! i was wondering if what actually they treated me as? a friend? a ppl who can be easily disturb or a person who can go out with when no one is with them? i felt that way maybe.. i want to cry that i am leaving this secondary life! it is so precious this few days left! is either i spend it wisely or waste it like nobody business! if i could turn time back i would rather not know anyone here! it make me feel so bad!
All the best to those who are taking N level next week!! JIA YOU!!
i am also feeling spiritually dry inside! i feel that i need to get back to the heart of worship! the first love i have with my beloved JEsus! i feel that he is my jehovah shalom! god is peace and he is my jehovah shammah, god is with me.. i need to start to pray for spiritual growth! new annoiting of the holy spirit!i felt abit of stop going to church!. i will survive thru this trial!! the devil is kind of tempting me and drawing me away from god! i need to fast and pray like never before!!
stopping here..



XiongChangingWorld! Monday, September 24, 2007