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BEVAN ARTHUR
林俊雄
18
17May1991
Christian
SCHOOL:ITE Collage East(applied Food science)
Ex Haisian(Hai Sing Catholic)
EX ZPS(Zhonghua Primary School)
Singaporean
City Harvest Church

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~~01st. Uncle Daniel birthday~~
~~04th Kevon birthday~~
~~08th. Shaun birthday~~
~~11th. PuaJinWen birthday~~
~~13th. Winnie birthday~~
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~~23th. Mr Tong Yonck Jin birthday~~
~~25th. Nabilah Birthday~~
~~27th. Sandy birthday(Hsc Senior)~~

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03rd. Fion birthday
09th. SuinYung birthday
10th. Stein Yan birthday
17th. Haziq Birthday
24th. PeiSi birthday
29th. Kelvin birthday
29th. Richard Tan birthday

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16th. Alice birthday
18th. Tan PingPing Phoebe birthday
20th. Owen birthday(chingay)
20th. Ben Song birthday(W230)
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28th. Jacqueline birthday (usher)
29th. Amirah birthday

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23th. Chang Zhi Quan birthday(ZPS Senior)
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25th. Jolene Chong birthday(ex-cgm)
31th. Vanessa Yeo birthday

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02nd. Xu Wenting birthday
03rd. Edwin birthday
05th. Johnson birthday
12th. Vincent Natalie birthday
18th. Anthony Ang birthday
22th. JunYong Shu Shu birthday

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06th. Lam PeiXian birthday(Hsc Senior)
09th. Michael Prasetya birthday(Usher)
09th. Xin Hao birthday
09th. Yan Xiang birthday
12th. Chan Ying Hui birthday
17th. Vivien birthday
31th. Jasmine Wang birthday

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01st. Angie Seow birthday(Zps Bestie)
16th. Mun Chong birthday
25th. Afiq birthday
29th. Linda birthday
31th. Khairi birthday

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1st. Teacher's Day
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11th. wenXin birthday
16th. JinWei birthday
19th. WenQin birhtday
19th. Alvin ANg birthday(Hsc Senior)
20th. Swee Chin birthday
21th. Saiful birthday

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02nd. Kelvin Tan birthday(hsc Junior)
02nd. Vivianmash birthday
03th. Esther Tan birthday
10th. Rafael birthday
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03rd. Alzena birthday
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25th. CHRISTMAS DAY

Sunday, April 20, 2008

hey people!!

Blogging again!!

14/04/2008 Monday
school start.. see many of my friends.. was like.. so long didnt see them for a long time.. i miss them so much.. PE.. run two round than play captain ball.. was like play till very rough lo.. than went lecture at chemistry lab as april intake are using the room.. last chapter of the organic chemistry.. is like yeah! no more organic chemistry le.. than it will be more easy for us le.. break went to eat.. than went went chemistry lab for practical.. and than was like the system change.. we need to take our equipment our own as to train us to adapt to the working world.. after the practical i went home.. was there using comp after that..

15/04/2008 Tuesday
went to school early.. as to help out in the CCA Fair.. was performing for my first time in ITE!! and was nervous.. and i play wrong notes.. but the audience didnt know i think.. well .. after performance.. went to put the drum.. and than went to help out the CCA fair as i dont want to go back to class for lesson!! than i heed to pasir ris to accompany Yan xiang to do his ezlink! than i took a train to riverwalk and was suppose to wait for qiu mong.. she latemore than 20 minute to reach there.. was like i waited more than 30 min.. than went to the prayer meeting.. was praying and praying.. after prayer meeting.. went to have dinner with qiu mong at chinatown there.. and than i went home..

16/04/2008 wednesday
went to school.. IFS lectures.. break.. eat at cafe 2 .. pass alice her birthday present... chemistry practical.. went tutorial.. learn how to do a few qns.. than after that went home.. was suppose no study.. guess what.. i went home and use comp to look for more information about the new band Lolipop!! haha.. and watch alot of video on them at youtube.. it funny.. than went sleep after that!

17/04/2008 thursday
went school..chemisty lecture.. was late for 10 mins.. teach about the type of balance.. and the measurement.. than IFS learn to do PH calibration.. than finish le.. went home after that...i was a feel very tired! and moody! i worte a few poem.. will type out when i free!

18/04/2008 Friday
went to school.. was not consider late.. cos the door is not close as many people still haven reach.. than learn about the five sense to describe about the food.. go thru test paper.. i fail very badly as i got 16/35.. sad lo.. so must study hard liao!! mr goh talk to us.. tell us.. how much time we have.. and tell us some value.. than went for LLA! watch movie again.. this time is watch ghost whisperer.. quite boring de lah.. than went to eat at cafe 1.. than head to white sand than walk walk.. than went Downtown.. and than meet ming jie kor.. than pei him go MAc to eat.. than he pei us go school for speech day.. than i got EOA and CPA.. alice got the best in standard ,art and Chinese.. is like a bit not fair cos richard kor should be the one getting de lo.. cos his english that y he didnt get the top in Standard for N level.. after that went to eat the food reception by the school than head to chalet of Ping Ping!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PING PING!!

than stay over at ping ping chalet.. was like know ping ping friend was a bit funny.. nice to know them lo.. melissa come very late but she very entertaining when she come.. i laught till my stomach pain...

19/04/2008 sAturday..
went home at 9 from pasir ris.. to change and bathe and head to school for CCA.. than head to Botak Jone to have CG lunch.. than went expo for service.. iw as service.. and was serving with a SOT student.. at CA06.. today . i get scolding or rather a harsh comment by wenting.. say why the seat is not filled.. what i explain.. she dun believe what i say.. than i was like.. almost going to cry out lah.. but i bear with it.. and do my way.. instead her way.. i felt.. so stress.. just feel that i might collaspe and break down to depression!! i really need a listening ear.. than bs was cancel.. and went to fellowship with CG at bugis.. and learn how to play bridge.. and it was quite fun lo.. and.. i almost can play le.. than play till 1120+ than took bus home.. than blog now.. it seem like everything is not my way.. it is the way i cant expect it to be..

i am sick and tired.. just dont know what i want for myself.. and i just being hurt emotionally and tired.. not by relationship.. i just feel that if i could be just alone and do what i need to do.. everything going fast and time have past and my birthday is like 4 weeks away! it seem fast.. time going so fast.. in 7 week time i will be having my major exam.. and i am not be able to catch up in class.. i am tired.. just dun know what to do every time i think of it... tears just flow down... i am really tired.. dont know what is wrong with me.. i wanted to give up everything i have.. perhap i just need to go back to the heart of worship and prayers... can someone understand me??

to jesus!
i know you understand me.. u know what i am going thru.. can you lend me your listening ear.. and guide me.. i seem to feel so sad.. and tired.. help me not to be the person who is negative.. and guide me every single day.. i know you love me.. and i tell you that i love you too!!! without you i can do nothing.. so please dont abandon me.. i love you alway!!

XiongChangingWorld! Sunday, April 20, 2008