30/04/2008 wednesday
went to school.. was terribly sick.. cannot concentrate on lecture.. than after went lunch break.. was like cafe 1 and 2 is full.. so me and kee yong pack up to outside lab to eat.. than jun hao came up.. complaining again.. about kenneth.. i was like.. when can u stop complain.. i quickly finish my food and went the the food science lab there to sit. to avoid his complain.. so sick and tired le.. plus his complain.. make me more moody.. than IFS practical .. do the moisture thing.. than i was sick.. and still stay on.. than after that.. rush home.. as i need to watch movie with my brother.. is like what the hell dun wanna watch with him.. cos waste money sia if watch with him.. i have to pay for the food and tibit and drink.. is like.. what the hell.. than after watching went to mac to buy food and eat lah.. go out with him i spent 10 dollar.. not worth it lah.. i rather stay at home..
01/05/08 thursday
went for cg outing.. was like boring.. and i was fine 8 dollars for being late for 45 minutes lah.. than was like going to broke le.. will have to eat less for these few week.. and some of my friend still haven pay me money.. was like.. super long lah.. cant they just pay me back asap..i was like a bit stress.. cos i have to make a decision to give up or not in usher.. cos i am tired.. i scared i might not be able to hold on any longer.. wenting want to rise me up .. and i am so tired.. i just feel very confuse.. i feel that i am being knock down.. i need to renew my spirit.. i need rest.. all sort.. if anyone could understand me.. i am trapped.. i cant imagine what will happen next.. i am tired.. advices is needed.. and lot more.. why all these are happen to me... i just feeling my sleep have been affected.. and i got no time to study.. this year taking o level math.. and i scared i might fail.. if i really did fail.. i will cry badly.. cos my math is the weakest.. hope every thing will go well.. till here..
me on the way home.. at the bridge!
de-stress
if i could be free from problem
can u see the light in me?
howdo i look?
hip hop?
cute?
nerd?

retro a bit?
XiongChangingWorld! Friday, May 02, 2008