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BEVAN ARTHUR
林俊雄
18
17May1991
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SCHOOL:ITE Collage East(applied Food science)
Ex Haisian(Hai Sing Catholic)
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Saturday, June 14, 2008

hey people..

here to blog..

12 /06/2008 thursday..
went to sam house to celebrate his birthday with him as he cannot go out due to his condition.. but hope thing will go on fine with him!! JIA YOU! sam.. i believe you will be heal in the name of jesus.. by his strip you will be heal!! at his house was like slacking.. transfer all the psp game i have to his laptop it took 1 hours plus to do that.. than i head off to look for my ar ma... than went stay till 10 plus than i head home...

HAppy birthday sam!!!

13/06/08 friday
went to church office to accompany pamela and joey for bible lesson with pastor.. but was suppose to meet them at 11.15am at city hall.. than pamela late due to her school than joey cannot contact.. so i went off to grab a bite.. as i got only 15 minutes to eat.. so eat le than call pamela than meet her than rush up to the church office.. heng! bo late.. than they giving a crash course with the other zone members also haha.. alice stand in for pastor as he got thing to attend to.. alice teaching was not bad.. thru this i can also take down notes. as i have finish the lesson le.. it will also train me so that i can teach bs..i manage to refresh my memory also.. than pastor arrived around 4 going 5 than he teach lesson 1 and 2. than the remaining 3,4,5 will continue next week.. what lesson 2 is about is FATHERHOOD.. it really give me goosebump.. haha.. as i feel the presence of god.. as you know i dun have a father and my mother remarried to another guy.. which i and him is totally shut down.. i dislike his way of teaching and discipline me and my sister.. i would sometime think.. why in this world father would exist.. and why are father so irresponsible.. thru this i feel no father love.. i feel a sense of hopeless .. searching for love which i could find.. that is also when why people going to relationship after another.. cos they could not feel love at home.. and why some people turn gay.. and stuff... i totally understand and feel this way.. it seem that.. i could not express and feel so scared to approach people as i scared of being rejected again.. but than now i dun feel it this way.. as i have a heavenly father in heaven. he presence make me feel so love.. that i feel the tangible love he have given me that make me feel so accepted.. i will seek him and he will be my first love forever.. thru him.. i regain my confidence and overcome my fear!! after the lesson.. i rush to bishan for CG!! wen kai CG.. it was my first time there.. and it was good.. as i feel the strong presence in cg which i didnt really feel for quite a long time.. as my cg is on sat.. and a bit rush cos we need to rush for service after cg.. it seem so rush.. than the message also impacted me.. it tell me that i should be the one who need to make the first step in my family and start to make my family bond together.. i hope god will help me in this area.. i feel so touch that i cry.. it just cant express much.. i was once disapoinnted that i am afraid to give people chances.. hope i will use it and applied wisely..

14/06/2008 sat..
was late for daiko trainning.. sorry Jun yong shu shu for being late.. today was quite fun in jap drum.. we do some house keeping and clean and polish the drum.. and the meeting was about the upcoming event.. haha.. end jap drum at 4 plus.. and i didnt go service today as it was my mother birthday.. than i went home.. it was like totally no use.. cos my mother have her plan le.. feel so down.. that i went to sleep till 10 plus.. than wake up.. blog awhile.. and my o level math is coming in 4 months.. and i haven study yet.. i will start my study next monday.. that all for now.,.. the pic i owe will update asap! sorry!!

Happy Birthday to my mother!!

XiongChangingWorld! Saturday, June 14, 2008