
BEVAN ARTHUR
林俊雄
18
17May1991
Christian
SCHOOL:ITE Collage East(applied Food science)
Ex Haisian(Hai Sing Catholic)
EX ZPS(Zhonghua Primary School)
Singaporean
City Harvest Church

28/07/2008 Monday
today reach school on time for FHP lecture.. than have lunch break at cafe 1.. than went for FHS lecure.. a bit understand.. than went LLA.. is like.. WTH.. the group i am in seem to be heck care.. i feel that i really regret joining with them.. go nth to say.. i just feel so pressure . i really feel like crying... so stress.. so much thing to do yet so little time.. time keep moving.. and hope if i could stop the time.. and wait for my stress to be relieved before i move on.. performance, studies.. god... usher.. o level.. all this i try to balance .. since january.. look back.. it seem the end is yet to come.. as i still got years ahead of me... after school went to jap drum rehearsal at TECC than was like performanin the usual three song.. it seem nth much.. but the movement.. been trying to create new style to make it more enaging to the people.. than went home.. bathe.. watch tv le.. than have chat on msn.. i told wen xin that i might be withdrawing and the reason . she told vanessa ng and than she sms me and like scolding me.. i got nothing to say.. well so many misunderstanding.. well nothing to say.. i withdraw from the group nv intend to group with anyone .. i nv choose to trust anyone.. i decidedo do the project my own.. if teacher say must do in group i just dun do .. i cant be bother.. i am so tired..
i am just an ordinary little boy living in a extraordinary lives with pressure and stress!!
till here.. updATE THE PIC SOON!!
19/07/2008 saturday
went to jap drum.. rehearsal for all the various performance we have.. than also for the 2nd selection.. than around 3 plus.. i went to have a lunch at expo before heading to the service.. than reach there early.. help cg book seats.. than head for briefing.. than service was quite good.. than after that head to CS to watch the dark knight.. and was like.. boring,funny that all.. i feel like ok lah over all. after that head back home..
20/07/2008 Sunday
morning slack at home.. doing nth.. than around 3 plus afternoon went to ECP for usher outing.. than saw abraham.. but i ignore and walk away.. than the usher outing was fun, than i stay till 8 plus.. than matthew the oldest memeber drove me home. than i went home after that.. than reformatt my laptop as it got virus.. was like super lag.. than reformatt till 1 plus.. than went to sleep
21/07/2008 monday
went to school.. as normal lo.. than hav two lecture.. than after that got LLA .. than was like nth to do.. than early dimiss than head home.. use comp.. but who know i fell asleep than wake up at near 7pm.. and use laptop.. watch tv and slack.. than sleep at around 2 plus...
22/07/2008 tuesday
wake up at 9 plus.. than last min know that no care.. so delay andat home eat.. than head to school.. on my way about to reah school kenneth call me using kong hwee hp.. ask me help him buy drink.. help him buy le than i head to the lab.. than today practical was ok lah.. finish le went cfe 1 buy thing to eat.. than rehearsal for the second selection.. than do a dry run.. than we get into the final.. now must focus on our movement and timing.. hope we can win.. all the best to AFS the five of us.. JIA YOU!!.. than walk to simei.. and than took a train .. than reach home.. i bahe and cook maggie mee than watch tv.. lasy to study.. than blog.. that all...
will upload the pic soon.. as i now very lazy..
17/07/2008 thursday
went to school have PE.. run 3 round the field.. than briefing on the upcoming event we can join.. than play captain ball.. than went coop buy thing le.. than went cafe 1 to discuss the project than head to lecture.. than have a lunch at cafe 2 than head for practical. was nothing.. we have to plan for the food for dun know what occasion.. plan finish le.. than slack in class as can go home le.. than in class just slack.. after that i change my pant.. and head to cafe 1 slack a while to wait for yi huias we need to rehearsal a while before the audition for the inter school talent compeitition.. guess what.. we get into the next round!!hope we can respresent the school of AHS to win.. after that have dinner in school thn took a train home...watch tv.. research tha sleep
18/07/2008 friday
overslept.. than was late for practical.. reach school at 815am.. late 15 mins.. than after that have some sort of inspection.. and i was doing presentation.. was like not use to it presenting the observation.. finish practical was like having care.. than cancel cos of fire drill.. very waste time sia.. is like stupid bo liao.. than slack at cafe 1 as to wait a certain time as kelvin and anthony need make attandance for their cca.. but than end up we go marine parade to eat..a indonesia restaurant.. nice!! the chilli quite hot.. than after eating went parkway to walk walk..than head to ECP to slack.. than around 4 we head back home.. i was tired that take the bus with kenneth,estee ,esther,estee and kong hwee i sleeping.. lol.. than took a train back from lavender.. than reach home.. slack.. eat.. watch tv.. and do a bit project.. than blog..
the pic will update lter..
hey people.. here to blog again!!
sorry for MIA-ing.. cos i been busy in studying and stuffs..
11/07/2008 Friday
having a practical lesson.. early in the morning.. after that dismiss le.. went to hougang .. took a nap and than eat befor ei head for usher customer service training.. learn a few thing lah.. and a few thing to remember also.. after that went home.. than bathe and sleep..
12/07/2008 saturday
went for jap drum practise.. than till nearly 2 than took a train to david,berwin and jun hao to boon lay as i went to jurong service.. than they went walk walk.. than service was like a bit draggy.. pastor finish preaching around 520 than i rush off to bukit batok for performance as i was to reach there before 6. than reach there .. was like late.. jun yong shu shu take take over benson while benson take over me.. than i was like.. cannot perform le.. sian.. i practise so hard.. than nvm.. i be the video taker.. than help out to move drum back to school than on our way back on the lorry.. we were like so high!! singing in the lorries... and was quite enjoyable lah.. than put back the drum.. have a debrief lo... than after that.. want to go eat.. but drag till 9 plus.. than end up me and david went to eastpoint to eat KFC.. while jun yong they all went to pasir ris to eat.. than after than me and david went home..
13/07/2008 Monday
went to school as normal.. have lecture with miss loh.. than a lunch break than miss priya de lecture... was like boring sia.. than priya alway like to ask me stay back de lah.. she want to make sure i know and understand in her lesson.. feel so honor sia.. that she take special care of me.. lol.. no lah.. she quite kind just that we dun understand what she talking cos the way she speak is ah neh speaking de..(no offence) srry if is offend by any indian reader.. i dun know how to describe.. after that went to LLA than vanessa NG they all want to group with me.. i was like ok lo.. then they want to sell thing.. i was like omg.. it gonna be so tough for me.. as i takin go level and have to spent time on the project also.. after that.. went to look for Priya as she got thing to talk to me.. than i tell her my problem about the PPe.. i feel a bit odd in the class.. no one know i cannot wear a PPE.. i feel a bit out.. that why i hate this when it come to practical with PPE.. than after that she say no prob she will help me .. than she teach me what she taught in lecture today.. and i understand le than she let me go.. than went to TM with kee and DAvid to eat at yoshinoya.. than chat a while.. than went home...
14/07/2008 tuesday
went to school early but late for our group first meeting.. all was present but samantha was not there.. than we discuss alot thing.. and arguement between me and wen xin as she got her idea.. while i got my idea.. she like see me not happy.alway pick on me.. than i shoot bad her till she got nothing to say lah.. than we discuss till time for practical.. than today practical need wear PPE!! i was like OMG!!! again!! than do all the step and stuff.. i get a bit uneasy le.. than we have to do spring cleaning.. i was like omg!! but than my group is wash the window de.. was like fun man!! i enjoying cleaning !! but i hate the PPE!! than after cleaning feel bad for group 5 as the table we was using as we need to clean the window.. so help them clean a bit.. than i head to wash the floor... it was FUN FUN FUN!! haha.. i am lovingto clean the lab.. haha.. cant wait for it.. but i HATE PPE Still.. !!! after that.. went to TM with DAvid and kee as they was going to eat.. to our surprise.. meet yh at the bus stop.. than she join us but nveat.. than Wang come along.. than SAndy.. than Jun Yong shu shu.. than saw Anthony they all.. they chat a while han we went to CS foodcourt there to pei sandy eat.. than david manage to watch a glimpse of my secondary life as i was showing my class video which i make for my secondary school class de..haha.. than after eating.. went home with david again.. than after that went home.. got pizza to eat!! haha.. than eat.. than watch TV till 12 like that.. than sleep..
16/07/08 wednesday
went school at 8.. for practical.. today got test.. i didnt study at all.. as i yesterday went home so late le.. than today i take with kelvin de group as one of his group memeber was not there yet.. than i take over hr.. than the test was like ok lah.. than priya ask us qns.. i manage to give the answer correct lah.. than she also say whatever behaviour lah.. ask me to show interest in the course.. as i told her i might want to drop out and take other course... she encourage me to stay in this course and she will help me.. than after that went cafe 1 to eat.. and slack.. was like boring sia.. than use laptop.. sian.. than went to chage and also watch youtube on funny video.. than lecture.. got worksheet do.. than i was there playing and throwing rubber .. influnece by kelvin.. cos he started throing thing than i saw it.. so i cut my rubber and throw.. haha.. than after that went to simei with wen xin lah.. than was checking out price for the project.. i was like.. sian.. so tired lah.. than after finish all those.. went to KFC to eat and sort out some project thing.. i need to rush out our proposal.. was like stress!!! so tired.. i haven even start on my revision on math... i believe i might be able to manage my time from now on.. after that.. went home.. watch tV again.. than blog.. than now going to sleep soon as tml got PE!!! nite people..
will post the post i took soon!!!
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