
BEVAN ARTHUR
林俊雄
18
17May1991
Christian
SCHOOL:ITE Collage East(applied Food science)
Ex Haisian(Hai Sing Catholic)
EX ZPS(Zhonghua Primary School)
Singaporean
City Harvest Church

28/07/2008 Monday
today reach school on time for FHP lecture.. than have lunch break at cafe 1.. than went for FHS lecure.. a bit understand.. than went LLA.. is like.. WTH.. the group i am in seem to be heck care.. i feel that i really regret joining with them.. go nth to say.. i just feel so pressure . i really feel like crying... so stress.. so much thing to do yet so little time.. time keep moving.. and hope if i could stop the time.. and wait for my stress to be relieved before i move on.. performance, studies.. god... usher.. o level.. all this i try to balance .. since january.. look back.. it seem the end is yet to come.. as i still got years ahead of me... after school went to jap drum rehearsal at TECC than was like performanin the usual three song.. it seem nth much.. but the movement.. been trying to create new style to make it more enaging to the people.. than went home.. bathe.. watch tv le.. than have chat on msn.. i told wen xin that i might be withdrawing and the reason . she told vanessa ng and than she sms me and like scolding me.. i got nothing to say.. well so many misunderstanding.. well nothing to say.. i withdraw from the group nv intend to group with anyone .. i nv choose to trust anyone.. i decidedo do the project my own.. if teacher say must do in group i just dun do .. i cant be bother.. i am so tired..
i am just an ordinary little boy living in a extraordinary lives with pressure and stress!!